June 16, 2007 - Something in your coffee
About halfway through June I was seriously puzzled. This time not about any kind of social, commercial, or political BS. No, this time its direction of life itself.
When you have a job your content with, even if you’re not content, one can have a hard time distracting themselves from the boxed work-socialize-sleep lifestyle. You may entertain a thought of what’s next or what you’re going to be doing in a month or a year, though its the perspective which you must change to truly realize the context of your thought. I have, or was, in the same line of work for over two years, something which before that period began I had never thought I'd venture into. It, like many jobs became my way of life, one will live, breath, dream it.
After a sequence of events brought me to the abrupt realization that I needed to tweak some stuff in my life or possibly end up with more problems then I can handle, it’s been funny (in a sense) trying to figure things out. Generally as it goes you don't grasp an idea until your standing in it. Formidably I find myself at the crossroads.
Be-it a strong will or just general unconventional-ism I am very reluctant to take the standard armor presented to me and walk the path. Though my imagination can engineer new armor, will it withstand the impending battles of our nature, more importantly will it be built in time?
-Hap
"I keep movin'" - Sage Francis
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